im really envy ppl who are close to their cousins.

having a big happy family.

i noe i wont have those family kinship love in my life.

at least i noe i have great friends n ppl ard me.

but y is it at least?

y cant i have both?

:(

omg!

am i hating it or am i loving it?!!

its back to square one again..

arghh!

as long as im happy lahh k!

=D

both my goons gg to transfer out of oc.

junaina gg raffles city.

nina gg ion.

if im still at cp i'll be sadd.

kind of far frm me.

but im at scape!

at least im nearer to nina at ion!

hees!

=p

arghh!

can u imagine i actually raised my voice at customers just now?!!

those stupidd freaking ang mo kids really dont have parents to teach de lorr!

made me so damn angryy!!

>.<

nv in my 8yrs life in mcd i raised my voice at customers.

i dont gave a damn!!

i told my crews if they were my kids i will for sure kill them de lorr!!

ARGHH!!!

great n fun gathering.

loves!

<3

but im tiredd...

catch up with you guys real soon.

take care ya!

(:

cant singapore be bigger?

y is it so small?

went temple with my mother.

saw him.

hais.

-.-

i staredd at him for few sec.

he too.

but i dont noe whether he still rmb who am i.

to think back.

its been 3yrs.

forgive n forget?

i dont care so much ba.

coz im leading such a happyy life now.

(:

im wonderingg..

y am i reacting so differently as compared to the previous incident?

yes i hate him the most!

think tats the reason y ba.

can u believe im not gg to my blood-related cousin's wedding?

i dont really feel sorry abt tat.

family problem issues.

i just really veryy dislike them!

>.<

im so happy tat i can celebrate louise's bdae with them.

x-cp team gathering.

yeah yeahh~

=D

yes!

jogging is good.

im kind into jogging.again!

haha.

even dear cant believe i will go jogging.

me this kind of lazy person.

lols.

perhaps tat me ba.

the more ppl say i cant do it.

i will sure go do n prove to let ppl see de.

but really felt so great aft jogging.

aft the perspiration.

seems like slim down liao.

LOL.

but in fact no lahh!

just one or two times nia.

the effect where got so fast!

i really wana watch out my diet.

live healthily.

haha.

suddenly im so health conscious ahh.

LOL!!

its a good thing lahh ok!

=D

recently seems like alot of funny funny weird weird crews appearing in my store.

-.-

n i dont understand y mcd still have those types of mgrs surviving in the company.

y cant mcd just fire those under performed mgrs.

bull shits.

wasting of company's money.

the incident just now really made me freakK outT!!

>.<

nowadays students are so damn fortunate.

when i was in sch.

only got to watch national show like national day parade.

now?

students got to watch YOG.

walau!

envy n jealous!

-.-

i was telling my crews if i were to born maybe 8yrs later i might got the chance to watch YOG.

lol.

n the thing is.

i was bartley students!

n i think i saw MR SNG brought them.

haha.

YOG bball is just next to my store.

well..

fortunate to see tall argentina bball guys.

some are cute.

=p

chile bball girls.

they look gorgeous too.

(:

but to my shocking surprise.

they dont understand english well.

taking their orders need so many pointings here n there.

hand n sign languages are used.

-.-

haas!

just now claudia from communications came to my store saying ppl from the IOC.

(i forgot wat it stands for but i noe is ppl from the YOG!!)

wana do some filming on the sponsors.

since we're the official sponsors.

so came to my store to do the shooting.

excitedd lorr!

den cameraman was actually telling my crew to present a meal for them to film.

i re-explained to my crew wat he wanted.

DEN!

he asked me to do instead.

walau!

paisehh lor!

presenting the meal its ok.

just see my hand nia.

he say at last still need to smile at the camera.

-.-

aft the shooting.

we all see the video.

i find myself so RETARD when i smiled at the camera!!

-.-

if can get the video for memory is great!

=D

so many many mixed feelings now.

bosses says im immature.

so promotion is not for me now.

wat can i say?

although i really hate u being my boss.

but still thanks for putting high hopes on me.

dont worry i wont give up on my next level de.

i will still continue.

to prove to all n everyone... ...

(:

i find myself childish.

hurting myself.

making dear sad.

dear sorryy..

perhaps im sad ba.

aft hearing boss hearing those words.

den u act tat way.

so i reacted abnormally.

yes i do find myself silly.

sorryy for my nonsense..

loves! <3

my morning face aft 2weeks of working closing.

lols.

fri went to support the 3 mcd yog touch bearers.

(:

supporter!!!

us (:

the photographer kind of sux

=/

met dear.

as usual..

met his friends n have dinner at tampines kfc.

den suddenly dear asked me how i wana celebrate bdae.

i told him i dont noe.

but now!

i noe how i want it to be.

feel like celebrating bdae oversea again.

even if gg another part of msia im oso satisfied.

(:

coz kind of bored had 21 birthdays in sg.

22nd one at genting.

23rd one at ____________???

im actually kind of shocked tat he will ask me this out of sudden.

(:

22days more to our 3yrs anni.

<3

ohh boredd!!

-.-

jiemei meet up on 2aug at chomp chomp!

(:

giant sugar cane!!

yummyy food!!

the mess we made aft eating..

=x

sisters love <3

(:

9aug.

happy national day!

happy 45th birthday singapore!

happy tat i no need to work on a PH.

another thing tat made me happy is....

my dear not working too!

=D

met him tgt with his friends.

i missed the fireworks.

coz we were at newton having dinner.

sadd :(

aft working 2weeks of closing shifts.

tmr finally is my opening shift.

wahh..

somemore tmr start mcvalue breakfast..

tsk tsk..

faints...

-.-

fri im gg for the YOG touch bearer event.

LOL.

y are u so cold towards me now?

u dont even give me a look when i went there.

u can still sms me aft tat saying u're busy tats y no time to talk to me.

ya like real!

if u're busy i still can talk to fakri n yovi?!!

at start im being friendly n talk to u coz i wana u to blend into the cp team.

but eventually i got transferred out.

i still continue being ur friend.

listening to u.

talk to u.

supper-ing with u.

but now suddenly..

i feel u dont treat me like a friend anymore.

i really dont noe wat happen!

i commented "判我死刑也得给我理由啊！！！ -.-"

u got the cheek to ask me wat happen to me?

perhaps u're not sensitive enough ba.

i replied "nahh nthg..just my random tots"

yes i did felt sthg wrong.

its been 1mth.

n now everything seems like had stopped.

isnt it wat i actually wanted?

den y am i complaining?

so fun meeting up tirta n fadz.

miss them SOO MUCHH!!!

talking abt those days those ppl.

we really do miss those days those ppl.

i really do miss NANCY!!

haha my MUM!!

lol =D

now..

marina team really cockup lorr.

hope the crews there are still doing fine.

(:

im glad to hear ppl saying marina crews are the best ppl they ever seen.

yes i agree to the fullest.

although i said scape crews are good.

but still.

still cant compare with those at marina.

how i wish one days WE managers can work tgt with THOSE crews once again.

i can bet that is the best store in sg.

(:

well..

its kind of sad heartpain angry jealous WATEVER!!

to noe tirta is gg to open new store.

IFLY~!!!

wahh lauu...

tat is the store i wish to open.

-.-

although its far..

but its interesting to work at sentosa mahh..

hais..

no chance le lahh!

den lai told me the 1st asst maybe is haffis.

i called him!!

i told him y he can go i cant go!!

LOL!!

ended he told me he might not be the one ba.

he might need to stay at forum..

hmm..

im wana go dig dig dig out more news who's the 1st asst gg there..

n 2 more 2nd asst..

i wana be the 1 of them..

wana work with tirta again..

i dont wana work with aqing!!

:(

i told louise i cant tahan aqing!!

complaint complaint n complaint!!!

ARGHH~~~!!!!!

although i just went there 1mth..

i really realise the conflict among them.

the stories i heard even b4 i transfer over.

haiss!!

-.-

thanks louise for giving me such a GREAT encouragement.

(:

luilouis_06@yahoo.com said (Yesterday at 10:23 PM):

if sahir can promote, u shld b no problem

♥¯ ¦ ª ¨ = - < § ° ü ° € ° + ° £ ° ¡ ° |\| ° > - = ¨ ª ¦ ¯♥ said (Yesterday at 10:24 PM):

he noes how to act n talk infront of bosses mahh...............

luilouis_06@yahoo.com said (Yesterday at 10:25 PM):

ur hardwork will pay off ur effort wad........

♥¯ ¦ ª ¨ = - < § ° ü ° € ° + ° £ ° ¡ ° |\| ° > - = ¨ ª ¦ ¯♥ said (Yesterday at 10:25 PM):

ya i noe :)

i seriously wish i can get promoted under louise.

unfortunately..

i got transferred out.

even if i got promoted under aqing.

i wont thank him.

i will thank louise most instead!

i talked to lai.

i really would like to give aqing a chance.

she thinks tat too.

he being a very new RM.

be more patient.

give me more time.

but his words actions n everything really got on my nerves!!

wat he sms us just now in the noon i really cant take it anymore!

initially i dont want him to be my RM coz i seriously doubt his skills knowledge n experience.

seems tat im right!

he failed in everything!!!

perhaps he think his nus cert very big!

i would like to tell him!!

NO BIG DEAL!!!

without hana he think he can get promoted so fast?

how he gg to compare his experience with the rest of us?

lai effie herman n me all almost got 10yrs of experience in the company..

U ARE JUST NOBODY!!!

>.<

time really flies.

its alr aug.

hmm..

tats my random tots...

just reached home aft mth end stock take.

being a asst mgr for almost 3yrs.

this is only the 2nd time i did mth end stock take.

haas.

so really quite blur n dont noe well wat to do.

count stock is one thing.

to check those stupidd reports is the tedious one!

-.-

although its tiredd toughh n sleepyy..

but at least i learnt something!

thanks lai for teaching me!

(:

aft this mth end.

it really prove tat i really cant work in office.

sitting infront of com keying in the stock balance less den half hr alr make me sleepy.

cant see the com properly n at times keying in wrong figures!

-.-

no!

i did not MIA!

im just busy tired n lazy to blog!

working n supper-ing is my this 2 weeks life.

shit!

gonna gain weight frm all those suppers!

-.-

wat happened had really happened.

my careless mistake?

ppl sabo me?

i really dont noe.

god noes.

can i treat as the case is closed?

21july...

dwi n erik..

my centrepoint indo crews went back indo le.

im off so i went to send them off.

us!

the fun cute n lovely them!

cath, yq n me!

there are oso times tat mgrs dont behave like mgrs!

=D

crazy girls crazy taking photos with the airport trolley!!

erik n dwi.

u guys will always be rmb by me.

hope u guys are doing fine.

take care n all the best ya!

(:

i spent time with my dear too!

went shopping with him.

he shopped not me!

LOL!

having dinner with him.

gg out tgt with his friends listening to their conversations.

HAHA!!

k lahh!

till den~

(:

today half day work for me.

went hiring for 4hrs.

just afraid he will consider as my OIL.

if yes shit him upside down ahh.

bloody calculative boss!

-.-

bad news!

bad newss!!

BAD NEWSS~!!!

y no good news for me?!!

i really feel paiseh.

i really feel very bad.

how will ppl look at me now?

y does this always happen to me?

when i feel i had reached the top.

one mistake will made me fell all the way down.

至少我问心无愧.

i agree wat lai told me.

"only god knows"

hais.

i will be keep on thinking abt this issue till found out the truth.

but when will the truth be out?

no one noes...

so feel like singing when mood is not good.

k box anyone?

today is just my 3rd off day of the mth.

damn pathetic right?!!

im sure most working ppl are gg to hit their 5th off day of the mth.

stupid freaking bloody hell schedule!

"YES BOSS IM DAMN TIRED WORKING 5 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!"

i dont mind working 5 consecutive days.

but at least aft tat 5 days give me 2 off days lah!

seriously shit!

im tired!

-.-

i wonder y this kind of shit happens when i transfer to a new store.

i dont have this kind of prob during my 1yr 8mths 15days at marina.

den my 1st mth at cp i got it once.

den now my 1st mth at scp i got it again.

this time worst.

got it when i attached to hee.

wtf right!

i wana go pray pray le!

seriously..

i hope nth goes wrong.

if not another bad impression.

i dont want!!

-.-

y jenn got to choose not to go scp?

she can choose to go fg instead.

y cant i?

she chose fg coz there got 3 filipinos?

den they can build their gang there?

argh!!

i just find it so fucking unfair lor!

i oso dont want to go scp.

in fact.

i dont wana get transferred out!

i vent my anger on haffis.

and he asked me to stop it!

hais!

-.-

if got chance i wana ask louise abt it.

aft jenn told me abt tat.

im kind of not very friendly towards her alr.

y not she just keep the secret to herself n not let me noe?

at least i wont feel how im feeling now.

hais!

till den~

(: